F***ed Up...

Shoot!!Today was a big waste of time.Our telco system just gone haywire and nothing we can do to update our sales. My manager kept ranting at me to speed things up in updating the sales but hey...wasn't my fault. So much for the hype of e-forms and stuff....once the systems f***s up, we will be f***ed up too. sorry for the harsh language but I need to destress. I'm tired laaaa........

Guess who??

This is Frank and Mom during Pesta Kaul in Kuala Igan (1981). As I look back to this picture,it occured to me that Frank and Mom has always been so close.

In my memory (I was 4 years old then) it was the happiest days ever. Picnic by the beach...seeing the boats and events. I have a picture of me and Frank sitting on a log that one day I'll promise to find (currently I don't know where it is) which I think personally the best pic I've ever took with Frank.

This pic was taken on a long boat which was the main method of travelling during those days.That's Mom in front (they said I looked so much like her...) and at the back from left are the staffs from Klinik Desa Kuala Igan. Yup, that's Frank in the blue shirt and 'moi' in the striped dress dreaming away. I remembered that during that age I used to dreamed a lot...always staring blankly into far distances. Why.....??

Labuan Oh Labuan

Owh man,i really miss that small but friendly island.cheap liquors,cheap beers, cheap chocs, cheap ciggies. cheap clothing materials, great nitelife...i love the view from Alpha Apartment. Mawilla and its great seafood....When will i see u again? * sigh*

Work,work,work.....

Tired,lethargic,not enuff sleep...dats wat i can say about my work now. working mon to fri 8am-530pm and sat 8am-1pm...i only have sunday for absolute rest. arrghhhhh.....anyways, im thankful for the job la heheheh...just got my 1st paycheck....not much la...can oso la...hehehe...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

This is the final resting place for Mom and Frankie. He is placed on the right side and Mom on the left side. FYI,Dad was putting the tiles and statue on the day Frankie passed away in Labuan with the money sent by Frankie in April 2007.Until today, I still have a hard time fathoming the fact of all this things that has happened.

ERRRRKKK...

what about the title?nothing...just to get ur attention.hehehe...
Last election day (8 March) fell on my late Mom's 59th birthday.It was an emotional day not becoz of the election results {honestly,who cares?BN still wins majority...no major biggie!! :) }but becoz it's another memorable day about Mom.
My dad and I went to the Catholic cemetery in Jalan Salim (near Farley) after Sunday Mass for short prayer where she laid side by side to Frank. As I stood there cleaning the tombs and staring at their pics, i felt a tug in my heart as i realised that i still didn't accept that they're gone forever.I missed them soooo much.
God, I wish i know how to chase these feelings of loneliness away.I became more emotional when I saw Dad shed his tears as he said his prayer to Mom and Frank. Then it occured to me that Mom and Frank's loss brought great impact to me more than i knew i was. Shit, I never looked at it that way.

It's been a while...

Hey, it's been a while since i last wrote.been fighting with my consciousness and rationality few months back.so many excess baggage to deal with..hehe...

news about me?ermmm just got a job in Sibu.working for a telco distributor dealing prepaid cards for dealers around Sibu. if u happen to have a shop wanting to sell prepaid cards,do drop me a line. i can say that we are the biggest distributor in Sarawak.

well, thanks for coming to read about my blog.i'm deeply honoured...

I'm Back

Sorry for not writing anything for a while. Just got back from campus aft the exams.now i'm on holidays.
guess what? Just had my 1st tattoo. I made it in honour of my late bro and mom. Frank always wanted a tattoo all his life but he never get around it. mom on the other hand regard me as a butterfly. A free soul,light and floating. so i decided ot make a tattoo of a butterfly on my waist above the butt area. hence the 'butt'erfly design. so check it out.

Happy Fun Spooky Halloween

Happy Halloween guys!!!

Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m

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Wish me luck

I'm having exams now....wish me luck ya!



I feel like scratching and biting someone....AAAARRRRRRRRRRR!!!

Hello world

Hey this is my first post in my first ever blog.Hurmmm i'm doing this in memory of my late brother Rentap. (http://www.ibanguy.blogspot.com/)




His recent passing (2nd May 2007) was such a great loss to my family especially,to his friends, colleagues and loved ones.I want to remember him in such a way that he loved the most, of course by blogging so if u have any comments, do drop some.
Also i dedicate this blog to our late Mommy Regina Dina Simon who passed away last year (8 Aug 2006) since she is very close to my dear late brother. If u notice in his blog he made a poem dedicated to her after her passing last year which i think personally the most beautiful and touching moment ever. He was known for not showing his emotional feelings but my Mommy's passing brought a great impact on him dearly.
I miss them both so much, god knows how much, and may God Bless Them and this is for u Frankie and Mommy!!