Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Another misfortune
Actually I'm not in the mood to celebr8 Gawai Dayak this year for 2 reasons. One of it is that we are still missing both Mommy and Frankie as this is their fave season of all. Secondly is that recently on 3rd May our house was broken into. Dad lost his wallet which contained his month's pension because he wanted to pay for his bills. He just took out RM1000++ to pay his credit card and a new set of dentures.
I was sleeping upstairs in my room and Dad went to a nearby shop (can be seen from the house) and my elder brother Johnny was downstairs sitting on a chair. The thief(s) climbed the back fence bending it a bit and took Dad's wallet on top of the tv right in front of Johnny's eyes (my brother is handicapped) and he dumped the wallet with all docs into a nearby back lane which later was found by two secondary chinese boys. They only took the cash money but didnt withdraw any money from the ATM cards.
I think I knew who did this and I'm waiting for the right moment to catch them. If I get them, they will never be the same again, physically and mentally. These kids are school dropouts and some of them are still in school wasting their parents money. One of them is my ex next door neighbour who always spend his time at a local cybercafe playing games after school (or do he even go to school?). He flashes a new handphone recently. Where else would he get the money? His father is a boat/ferry operator, his mother is a coffee shop waitress.His 17 y.o. sister is a prostitute driving around her pimp's car showing off her stupidity and his second sister is also a prostitute in the making.
I'm sooooo disappointed because this has been a series of misfortune that happened to my family in the span of 2 years!!
Tell me, is it wrong for me for not believing in Him?
Selamat Gawai Dayak
I wud like to wish all my Iban,Bidayuh, Kayan Kenyah and all other races that celebrates Gawai Dayak
SELAMAT ARI GAWAI DAYAK
GAYU GURU GERAI NYAMAI NGUAN MENOA
that falls on Thursday 1st June 2008
Friday, May 2, 2008
Frankie's 1st Anniversary
Sweet dear Frankie at Belaga resthouse (notice his 2 precious pacifiers hanging from his neck)
This pic was taken for his passport in December 2006 for his Bangkok trip scheduled 2 months after his passing
Frankie's final resting
Dearest friends,
Today (2nd May) is Frankie's 1st Anniversary. My dad and I wanted to have a simple rosary at home tonite but we have special evening mass at church today by our new elected Bishop Joseph Hii so we postpone the rosary to tomorrow nite.
Please pray for Frankie's soul and all the souls that has gone their final rest.
Thanks.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Miracle of a butterfly
Last Sunday (19 Apr) my dad fetched me from work coz it was raining in the morning and I couldn't ride the scooter. So we went to run some errands and our first stop was a car workshop to get the car aligned and change of spare tyre. He gave the keys to the workshop's owner and the guy asked one of his employees ( a very young boy probably underage) to drive the car into the workshop while my dad went to the lottery shop nearby and I went to Guardian on the next building. We didn't noticed that my dad left his Samsung hp on the car's dashboard. After the whole business was done, we went to a hypermarket to get some groceries and then head home.
It was until late Sunday noon he asked me whether I saw his hp around. I helped looking around the house at the places he usually left the phone (near the tv, by the sofa etc) but no avail. I rang the phone many many times and yet the phone is ringing but there's no vibration or sound at all around the house. I was thinking if the phone was stolen then the culprit must have thrown the simcard away but my dad said probably the guy still want to use his prepaid credit (RM18.83 to be exact) so that's why the phone is still switched on. I was soooooo upset and sent 2 smses to 'whoever' took the phone asking them to send the phone back to me. I cried coz that was my hp I bought with my student's loan money ( I know, I know...) Sayang baahhhh...
By Monday morning, I gave up. So I told my dad to forget about it and promised to get him a new one after I get my paycheck. Amazingly he's still very positive about the hp and said that the phone is not missing, it's just misplaced.
That Monday evening after we had our dinner and watched tv, suddenly a big butterfly (well, actually it was a huge beautiful moth) landed right next to me on the sofa I was sitting on. I was surprised at first because it just plopped next to me and when I touched it, it didn't move at all. FYI, I was still upset and sad about the missing hp. So when I saw the butterfly suddenly I felt soooo calm. (Seriously, man!) I don't know why but I liked its presence there so I took out my camera and snapped a few shots with flash on but still that thing won't budge so I said to dad it must have like its pic taken har har har...Then after about half an hour perched on the sofa with me, it flew to the wall and guess where it landed? Right next to mom's pic frame. I was surprised so I took a few shots. Corny but amazing. Then I remembered 2 nites before on Saturday I saw the same butterfly on our front gate while I was feeding my cats outside the house. My cats were so excited to see it and watched it with intense interest but I made sure my cats won't be able to get it.
Then we went to bed with the butterfly still in the house. The next morning (Tuesday) I woke up and went to the kitchen and saw the butterfly perched on the cupboard where my mom displayed her tea sets and expensive dish. So I went to work as usual that day.
By evening when I came back from work, dad told me that the butterfly 'returned' his hp. I asked him what does he mean by that. He told me that the hp was found at a fellow rosary group member's house where my dad attended on the Saturday nite (the day the hp was 'missing'). I asked my dad how come the owner didn't notice the calls that I made to the hp and the morning alarm that my dad set to ring every morning at 630am since the hp was set at a full volume.
Well, we never knew why or how but I believed that the butterfly that came was my mom and her presence calmed me down as if as to tell me to be patient and keep hoping. I know that this is kind of corny but hey...it's a wonderful story isn't it?
The butterfly just flew and landed next to the pic frame
Look Into My Eyes
Mesmerised? That's my fave old meow...Mrs Ibuk (Ibuk means Makcik or Auntie in Iban). Her actual age is a mystery since she's been around since I'm in secondary school ( 10-12 years ago). She's still in good shape with the exception of a few lost teeth so when she eats she couldn't grab the food using her teeth from the ground so she would hold the food in both her paws and toss it to the air and she would catch it with her mouth. Smart huh? That's my cat....
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Introducing my new baby
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
I love cats
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Monday, April 7, 2008
Thanks All
This pic was taken on my eldest brother John (middle, yellow shirt) 39th birthday after his trip to the clinic after having his xrays taken for medical purpose.
He was flanked by Dad (left) and Mom (right). Mom kept on ranting on how old she looked in this pic. We took many same shots but she kept asking me to delete the pics. She did looked tired in this pic. Even Frank told me that Mom looked unusually tired and aged when she went for her visiting trip to Sabah to meet Frank in Aug the same year.
Exactly a month, 3 weeks and 4 days after this pic was taken and 11 days after the Sabah trip, she passed away peacefully, leaving this haunting pic of her in my vivid memory of what she said. Frank was awfully devastated...he never saw the signs of her passing. She never get to share her experiences with me like she always do after coming back from any trips she had.
This is one pic I will never forget for the rest of my life bcoz this is one of the last pics I took before her passing.
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
F***ed Up...
Shoot!!Today was a big waste of time.Our telco system just gone haywire and nothing we can do to update our sales. My manager kept ranting at me to speed things up in updating the sales but hey...wasn't my fault. So much for the hype of e-forms and stuff....once the systems f***s up, we will be f***ed up too. sorry for the harsh language but I need to destress. I'm tired laaaa........
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Guess who??
This is Frank and Mom during Pesta Kaul in Kuala Igan (1981). As I look back to this picture,it occured to me that Frank and Mom has always been so close.In my memory (I was 4 years old then) it was the happiest days ever. Picnic by the beach...seeing the boats and events. I have a picture of me and Frank sitting on a log that one day I'll promise to find (currently I don't know where it is) which I think personally the best pic I've ever took with Frank.

This pic was taken on a long boat which was the main method of travelling during those days.That's Mom in front (they said I looked so much like her...) and at the back from left are the staffs from Klinik Desa Kuala Igan. Yup, that's Frank in the blue shirt and 'moi' in the striped dress dreaming away. I remembered that during that age I used to dreamed a lot...always staring blankly into far distances. Why.....??
Work,work,work.....
Tired,lethargic,not enuff sleep...dats wat i can say about my work now. working mon to fri 8am-530pm and sat 8am-1pm...i only have sunday for absolute rest. arrghhhhh.....anyways, im thankful for the job la heheheh...just got my 1st paycheck....not much la...can oso la...hehehe...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Sunday, March 30, 2008


This is the final resting place for Mom and Frankie. He is placed on the right side and Mom on the left side. FYI,Dad was putting the tiles and statue on the day Frankie passed away in Labuan with the money sent by Frankie in April 2007.Until today, I still have a hard time fathoming the fact of all this things that has happened.
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