Sleepy

after having kuetiau goreng with bullseye egg (telur mata kobau la!),im feeling like floating. my eyes lazily roamed my pc monitor.my hands were heavier and my coffee doesnt work me anymore.....shoot!!

Happy Deepavali

Happy Deepavali to all Indian friends out there. Have a jolly good holiday and a great celebration!

Announcement

Im officially single
Brokenhearted
Bruised
Bent
That's what I get for my 31st bday
lucky me...

My 'souvenirs'

Terrible, ain't it? All bcoz of McDonald's...'puni' or 'kempunan'. I don't knw how long will it take me to heal and scars fade away.

Bad day

On my way to work this morning, i have a nagging feeling of going to makan McDee.so I went to town this afternoon but it turn out to be that I didn't have the time to eat in so i tapau la. but i didnt eat a bit before riding on my scooter. So I head to the office hungrily and at a traffic light a lady driver wanted to turn left without signal light.so she turned without seeing me and i flew a few feet, fortunately no cars from behind. my bike's ok but scratched. I had graze cuts on my right arm and my right knee is swollen with tugging feeling as i typed this. as the elders say i'm actually 'puni' or kempunan. shit, i feel like hell.my sweater is torn,my slacks also torn. i feel like a bloated puffer fish.

ANOTHER SHOT FROM A COLLEAGUE'S CAM

This is taken using a colleague's camera. I like the atmosphere of this pic.Very warm, casual and natural.

HAPPY BESTDAY TO ME

TODAY IS MY BDAY HAHAHAHA!!!

KUDOS TO MY COLLEAGUES FOR PREPARING TWO CAKES FOR ME.

LOVE U GUYS!

Yummy muffin

Today my colleague belanja us the yummy muffins. Smells like choc, looks like choc, but it's not choc.it's orange walnut muffin.....*sigh* life...is good.

Mom's 2nd Anniversary

Yesterday (11 August 08) was Mom's 2nd Anniversary. I took the day off and went to the cemetery with Dad and cleaned up the place. We said our rosary there and then prepared for the night's rosary at home. It was a sombre day. Dad was quiet. I knew deep down he's still very much grieving Mom and Frank.

BEFORE THE CLEANING

After cleaning (note the stupid flowers I got from a local stingy florist)

Dad cleaning up

Rosary at home that nite

Makan time

haru biru day

Today is Monday.Plus, new rules for our dealers effective today made our office phone the hotlines of the year.Some asked for clarification, some to complain, others to make us irritated.Stupid upper management, made rules and regulations disregard of what the effect may happen later.All they knw is to change and make it look modern and nice but the fact is it made our work tripled and tangled....dang!!

My new office

before (on the left is the door)

after (on the left is STILL the door)

huhu before and after pic of my office. But nevertheless i still sit next to the door (dang!).

Thousands apologies....

Hurmmmm sorry for the long absence. Been busy and no time to update my blog. Well nothing much happened. Just me going to and fro to work. Next month Aug 11th is Mommy's 2nd anniversary and we're having a rosary at home. All are welcomed.

Another misfortune

Actually I'm not in the mood to celebr8 Gawai Dayak this year for 2 reasons. One of it is that we are still missing both Mommy and Frankie as this is their fave season of all. Secondly is that recently on 3rd May our house was broken into. Dad lost his wallet which contained his month's pension because he wanted to pay for his bills. He just took out RM1000++ to pay his credit card and a new set of dentures.

I was sleeping upstairs in my room and Dad went to a nearby shop (can be seen from the house) and my elder brother Johnny was downstairs sitting on a chair. The thief(s) climbed the back fence bending it a bit and took Dad's wallet on top of the tv right in front of Johnny's eyes (my brother is handicapped) and he dumped the wallet with all docs into a nearby back lane which later was found by two secondary chinese boys. They only took the cash money but didnt withdraw any money from the ATM cards.

I think I knew who did this and I'm waiting for the right moment to catch them. If I get them, they will never be the same again, physically and mentally. These kids are school dropouts and some of them are still in school wasting their parents money. One of them is my ex next door neighbour who always spend his time at a local cybercafe playing games after school (or do he even go to school?). He flashes a new handphone recently. Where else would he get the money? His father is a boat/ferry operator, his mother is a coffee shop waitress.His 17 y.o. sister is a prostitute driving around her pimp's car showing off her stupidity and his second sister is also a prostitute in the making.

I'm sooooo disappointed because this has been a series of misfortune that happened to my family in the span of 2 years!!

Tell me, is it wrong for me for not believing in Him?

Selamat Gawai Dayak

I wud like to wish all my Iban,Bidayuh, Kayan Kenyah and all other races that celebrates Gawai Dayak

SELAMAT ARI GAWAI DAYAK

GAYU GURU GERAI NYAMAI NGUAN MENOA

that falls on Thursday 1st June 2008

Frankie's 1st Anniversary

1 year old Frankie in Belaga, Song Kapit

Sweet dear Frankie at Belaga resthouse (notice his 2 precious pacifiers hanging from his neck)

This pic was taken for his passport in December 2006 for his Bangkok trip scheduled 2 months after his passing

Frankie's final resting

Dearest friends,

Today (2nd May) is Frankie's 1st Anniversary. My dad and I wanted to have a simple rosary at home tonite but we have special evening mass at church today by our new elected Bishop Joseph Hii so we postpone the rosary to tomorrow nite.

Please pray for Frankie's soul and all the souls that has gone their final rest.

Thanks.