Social media, y u so annoying yet irresistible at the same time?

Somehow, it never fails to remind me that social media that we're having now is kinda like a loose noose ur neck, waiting for the right moment to break it. Why I said that? Well, here's some of the things that i meant:

1. Facebook - a place for us to banter, bash or get mad at someone without revealing who it is. Also, a place for lovebirds to show off their relationships and pics of them together, disregarding how ppl tend to puke at it.

2. Twitter - On the other hand, this is for us to ask ppl to follow us by being mysterious a.k.a. clicking on the links to see the pics. It's all hyped-up when u see is equivalent to seeing a fly hovering a stinky poo.

3. Instagram - A status show-off tool. Be it high class food, hangout, clubs, newly bought stuff, places u go, trendy friends, yada yada yada.....

4. Wechat / Line / Kakaotalk / Viber / etc - One word - S.C.A.N.D.A.L.

5. Blogs - Well, personal diary that is not so personal. Depends on how much u want ppl to know abt something.

That basically sum up what we do in social media apps. So, which one of these apps u're guilty of?

Selamat Hari Malaysia

Selamat Hari Merdeka Ke-56 & Selamat Hari Malaysia Ke-50

50 Tahun Sarawak Merdeka Dalam Malaysia (16 September 1963-2013)

Pray for our peace and harmony where we can live together in loving and developing country.

Sayu asa nyawa....nangga semua org bepusu2 pg terminal ekspres pulang ke rumah...aku sik balit. sedih menar asa nyawa ku tok. ka pulai tang sen gak kurang. Lelengau ka rumah, bala mayauku..... TT.TT

MAHWA KU EH!!!!

FRIDAY THE 13TH

HAPPY FRIDAY THE 13TH.....

T.I.R.E.D.

I'm tired....and weak.

i just wanna lie down and sleep but i can't. 

not that easy. so many things in my mind.

THURSDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

mornin...
 it's thursday (lil yeay!)....hope to have a smooth ride today. Yippeee!!!

OT OT OT!!!!

HEEEELLLLPPPPP!!!!

stuck dont know wat to do...no handover, no exemplary files, no nothing......

matai naaaaa!

audit oooooohhhhh audit....

semua gerun melihat mu walaupun badanmu kecik mcm lidi....

Happy Wednesday!!! *Dragging Mode*

ermmmmsssss

it's only Wednesday????

oh my.....

well, have a great day ahead nevertheless, peeps.

A new world....

Hi....
it's been more than 8 months since my last post. I'm really sorry for not updating much. Still walking and tumbling down and walked again. What has been happening in the past months? Let me remember....

Well, since my work contract expired last Dec, I been helping my cousin with her home business. Not as much as I wanted but at least I had some income. Then in June, I got a job in one company. Good salary, not bad of a colleagues but still I had to adapt. Hard though when ure working with a Chinese boss.

2 weeks after, I got a letter. WOW! A govt job!! At last, He heard my prayers.... but in Kapit. It took so much courage and strength to go and leave everything behind.....

So now, here I am...been here for the past 2 months...I still miss home miserably....miss my cats. Miss my bed. Miss my home....the smell, the look, the warmth......

Deepest condolences to the family and kins of Datuk Kanang anak Langkau for his sudden demise early this morning. he will be dearly remembered for his courageous fight over communist during our communists times. Rest in peace, Apai.

just finished having kampua and bien sit from my favourite coffee shop in Rejang Park. yummy....

happy new year 2013

good morning everyone.
happy new year to all. good lord, it's been more than six months since my last post. lots has happened.
actually,im currently jobless. contract of work expired n was not renewed for 2013. i have been a contract staff in hospital admin for a year. love the job,learned a lot, work and life experience-wise. its less stressful than working with private company. the hours are less demanding, workload are less stressful but attitude towards work needs a lil tweaking. not being a smart ass,but honestly if these people worked with a private company, they will be having a hard time adapting to the work culture.

well, i miss going to work,im not used to stay at home alone. sigh*

5 years ago today at 9am 2nd brother Frankie Embuas passed away at Labuan Hospital due to blood clot in his arteries. He left a wife of 5 years, a loving family and in-laws, friends and loved ones still grieving on his sudden loss even until today. I still think of him as working away in Labuan and still waiting for his return every festive season. God help me through this very hard time especially when I'm alone in this world. Dear Frank, i love u and miss u every moment of the day, I am sorry for everything, all those unspoken words and actions. Be known to u that I regret not knowing u very well as much as a sister should be. Rest in God's hands, dear brother, for I am waiting to return to Him too and joined u and Daddy, Mommy and brother John Little and my stillborn sister Mary in Heaven.

Last month's happenings

Peeps
sorry for the long hiatus. Been busy and in deep thoughts. This first few months has proven to be the hardest in all my life. But on the bright side, I'm glad and thankful for all the blessings that has been bestowed upon me.
i celebrated new year alone at home. CNY also i stayed at home watching fireworks from my balcony. been meeting new friends, some are for keeps, some are just not worth thinking of. met old friends, faced disappointments continuously, hardships in relationships...making tough but worthy decisions.
Met the One...hoping for the relationship to grow and blossom.
Towards the end of March...thinking of my late Dad as his 1st anniversary arrived. i'm sorry, Dad, for not becoming the daughter u hoped to be. I'm sorry Mommy, i'm not who u expected to grow into. I'm sorry Frank and John, for not appreciating u as i shud.
Life is an ongoing lesson.There's no exams or assignments, just consequences of decisions we made every second of our journey.
I miss my family...from the time I opened my eyes in the morning till i shut my eyes to sleep. In my daily tasks, they're constantly on my mind...thinking if they're still alive and around...how would my life be.
I never showed my inner feelings to others...not that i dont want to but nobody listens.
still hoping to see the silver linings in the dark clouds that hovers over me....still standing tall over people who try to bring me down. deafening my ears to all those negative ignorances people threw at me. blinding my eyes from seeing all the things that broke my heart. walking away and brushing the dust off me after being pushed by those who would love to see me crash and burn.
mending my broken heart...putting my trust together after shattered to pieces. sending my hopes and wishes to the wind and stars in the sky, in hope that someone catches it.
April, another new month to tread on. Life, as in my opinion...is an neverending Alice's rabbit hole. They may caught u in surprise with trials and tribulations.
guide me when i need light, lift me when i fall, hold my hands when i'm lost, strenghten me when i'm weak, shield me when i'm under attack....those are my wishes for April 2012.