Republik - Sandiwara cinta (official video )

Jujurlah sayang, aku tak mengapa,

Biar semua jelas tak berbeda,

Jika nanti aku yang harus pergi,

KU TERIMA WALAU SAKIT HATI.....

Thinking....

hye.
i just came back from a full-day course at Hotel Meligai. Kinda tiring coz u get to sit all day long.
But my mind wanders far today.
Today is my friend's birthday....
he's turning 29. And i didnt get him anything.
it's kinda sad coz i really wanted to celebrate, but not in my current situation.
i dont wanna upset anybody anymore. I dont mind not being appreciated, but at least, acknowledge my effort to mend this friendship.
I wud be very upset if i cant be happy for someone i'm close to.
But i guess no matter what i do, mending it or ignoring it, it doesnt bring much change.
becoz he wud still support the others over me, coz he knew them longer than i do. i'm not asking to be praised but as i said i regret that it has come to this.
I texted him, wishing him a great birthday. He replied saying that 'let's hangout later'. i dont knw if he means it, or doesnt mean anything at all, or he is annoyed by me pestering him....

Happy birthday, buddy.
have a blast. never live to regret.