it's still awkward

Still awkward....
still has doubts.
still covering up, still telling lies. i know, there's something in ur eyes. still has something that hasn't left unsaid.
no matter how much u told me u're ok with me, but i can sense that ure uncomfortable with me still.
what can i do to fix it? like how we were before. joking abt it and never felt guilty. but now, it's all taboo. now our hangouts are spent trying to rectify everything.
gosh, i am sorry it has come this way.

wtf

kau kata aku pelik????
kawu yg pelik....
sekejap ok, sekejap sik ok.
ketara bah perubahan kawu....aku bukan bodoh ok. u try to fool me, watever k.
dah berapa kali aku try to pujuk hati kawu, tp kawu masih juak mcm eksen2 takut2 nak jauh2 dr aku.
ku tok bait ati nak bekawan ngan kawu, jgn sampe aku moha...kawu blom kenal aku macam ni. Nyesal kawu kelak...jgn sampe aku dari cool jadi panas okeh!