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what about the title?nothing...just to get ur attention.hehehe...
Last election day (8 March) fell on my late Mom's 59th birthday.It was an emotional day not becoz of the election results {honestly,who cares?BN still wins majority...no major biggie!! :) }but becoz it's another memorable day about Mom.
My dad and I went to the Catholic cemetery in Jalan Salim (near Farley) after Sunday Mass for short prayer where she laid side by side to Frank. As I stood there cleaning the tombs and staring at their pics, i felt a tug in my heart as i realised that i still didn't accept that they're gone forever.I missed them soooo much.
God, I wish i know how to chase these feelings of loneliness away.I became more emotional when I saw Dad shed his tears as he said his prayer to Mom and Frank. Then it occured to me that Mom and Frank's loss brought great impact to me more than i knew i was. Shit, I never looked at it that way.