it's still awkward

Still awkward....
still has doubts.
still covering up, still telling lies. i know, there's something in ur eyes. still has something that hasn't left unsaid.
no matter how much u told me u're ok with me, but i can sense that ure uncomfortable with me still.
what can i do to fix it? like how we were before. joking abt it and never felt guilty. but now, it's all taboo. now our hangouts are spent trying to rectify everything.
gosh, i am sorry it has come this way.